放鬆神經享受生活

好久沒有這樣坐下來,面對陽光滿眼的客廳兩扇玻璃大窗寫日記好像是來愛城後的第一次吧。在court時的宿舍陽光只在早晨時斜照進臥室玻璃扁扁長窗,然後在黃昏時斜照進客廳的玻璃窗裡。那時把書桌放在窗邊,自己讀書寫功課。12年左右搬到drive二樓後,就沒有閒心情和時間坐下寫日記了。今天這樣寫日誌,試着放鬆自己緊繃的腦神經和脖子和後背和前胸。這些地方從02年左右就開始慢慢疼痛起來。昨晚睡覺,人靜下來後,可以感覺到左胸和後背的劇烈跳動和疼痛。後腦也是疼痛。

但心中偶爾也不安,因為不知道自己这样放松又得花多少时间讀書寫作才能补得回来。但是不享受生活,生活还有什么意义呢?

1 Corinthians 13:12King James Version (KJV)

12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

 

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